So yesterday I was down, and today I am H-A-P-P-Y. I’m so happy, it disgusts me. And I have good reason not to be happy today because I did something I can only describe as cosmically stupid.
Some recruitment consultant called me up asking if she could send my resume for this job which involves data entry and telemarketing. I stupidly gave the go-ahead. I honestly don’t know what I was thinking. I think I was thinking, “no harm trying. I can always find out more about the job and reject it after the interview.” But there was to be no interview, because about 15 minutes later, the consultant called me back and told me I got the job! Imagine my shock. Then I couldn’t back out of it. I tried to, over the phone, but I didn’t have any good excuses. So I went down and signed the contract to work till end of June. Another stupid thing to do. Oh. my. god. I’m going to call her again on Monday and say I’d been offered a full-time job. Hopefully I can worm my way out of this one. It’s so stupid that I find it funny instead of horrifying. It’s horrifying-ly funny, if you know what I mean. I don’t know how I got myself into this one. I’m a big mess. I do such messed-up things.
So this spurt of happiness, has absolutely nothing to do with my circumstances. Because not only did I do something cosmically stupid, I have school tomorrow and a presentation due. So on all counts, I should be pretty unhappy.
Somebody searched for “armpit hair”, and got to my page. Now… How did that happen? Haha.
